Spilled Ink. (Songs)


Mr. Nice Guy (2012)

Do you hear what they say they say
Mr. Nice Guy
Are you here to stay
Mr. Nice Guy
Always so nice to everyone
Mr. Nice Guy
And he knows how to have fun
Mr. Nice Guy

He's an angel, even magic at times
He's Mr. Perfect, as long as he's mine

He will care for you, be there for you
No matter what you're going through
He will pick you up and drive you home
So you do not walk all alone
He will always know just what to say
To make all your tears go away
He will never leave, by your side
Only tell the truth and never lie

But there's no such thing as Mr. Nice Guy
No there's no such thing as Mr. Nice Guy

He could not possibly please everyone
And never turn down anyone
Because if he were that nice
He'd be all sugar, no spice
He'd only be considered a treat
If he were actually that sweet

But there's no such thing as Mr. Nice Guy
Now go and find someone real before you die
 

Tragedy (2012)

Every death, is a tragedy,
Escaping souls, we cannot see.
A broken heart, is a tragedy,
Like when I found out,
you were not meant for me.
Homeless youths, with no family,
Could there be, a greater tragedy?

Tragedy, is the way you feel inside,
Tragedy, when there's nothing left to hide,
Tragedy, is a depression on it's way,
Tragedy, when there's nothing left to say.
It's a tragedy, as sad as it can be,
It's a tragedy, and there's no one left but me.

Every dream, that you can't escape,
Is a tragedy, when you cannot wake,
Every crucs, that you proclame,
Is a tragedy, when they don't feel the same,
Every gift, you wish to perceive,
Is a tragedy, when you do not receive.

Tragedy, is the way you feel inside,
Tragedy, when there's nothing left to hide,
Tragedy, is a depression on it's way,
Tragedy, when there's nothing left to say.
It's a tragedy, as sad as it can be,
It's a tragedy, and there's no one left but me.
Tragedy, Tragedy, Tragedy, Tragedy,
Tra-ge-dy, ohhhh it's a major tragedy,
Tra-ge-dy, ohhhh, it's a major,
Tragedy ohhoh ohhhh ohoh,
Tragedy.


 
 
Life Battles (2012)

If I could,
I'd change role with you,
I would,
Fight all the battle you need to fight,
I would not stop will I made things right.
Treat your family like they were mine,
And love your friends till the end of time.

But you are you, And I am me,
We are both trapped to follow our own destiny.
If I could share your name,
We could share your pain,
Every loss of gain,
From crazy to sane.

If I could,
I'd change role with you,
I would,
Fight all the battle you need to fight,
I would not stop will I made things right.
Treat your family like they were mine,
And love your friends till the end of time.

Now remember, and never forget,
To live without anger, and let go of regret.
Put your worries to rest, I will do my very best.
Go out and have a blast,
Live like each day was your last.
Life happens so fast.


Jerk (2012)

Never follow your heart
When you fall for a jerk
It will soon fall apart
And you'll end up getting hurt

This selfish man
Will think only about himself
Making jokes whenever he can
And make you doubt yourself

He will drive you up the walls
His feelings, he will not share
Then he won't return your calls
So you get the impression he doesn't care

Soon you will just give up
Broken hearted you will be
As if going through a break-up
But there's plenty of fish in the sea!

CHORUS
It's not your fault, that I met you,
It's not your fault, that I like you,
It's not your fault, you didn't feel the same,
It's not your fault, you are not to blame.

So don't be sorry, you forgot,
Don't be sorry, I know your not.
Don't be sorry, for what you've done,
You're not sorry, for anyone.





Seven Eleven (2011)

I found him as a baby
In front of a vet facility
I could not leave him alone
Or dial the phone
I had to bring him home.
He became so close to me
Almost instantly
He became family.
Now at home with me
His new brother Tyler
And new sister QT.
He loved to play
And to explore
Not much to say
He never asked for more!
In my heart
He will always stay
This is why it was hard
When he ran away!
He always waited by the door
For me to come home
And pet him some more!
He loved affection
And attention
In every shape or form.
No matter where I would go
He was always so loyal
Always by my side
Never ran to go hide!
Even after his castration
And ear infections
He remained alive!
Chucky you were so young
When you left me
Too soon it seamed.
Your heart became so big
And your lungs ever so small
But your legs not being able to move
Was the worse part of all.
I loved you too much to let you suffer
Not even for a day.
This is why letting you die
Was the hardest thing to do as your mother.
I hope you can forgive me
Now that your life has come to an end.
You will soon see me,
I will never forget you, my friend.
RIP Chucky Waheed



Alone (2011)

When I am single
I'm free to mingle
And all those around
Know I'm available

When I am alone
I have no commitments
And no one to phone
Unless I got new digits

When I'm by myself
I can concentrate
And work to improve myself
Instead of complicate it

I'd rather be alone for years
Instead of shedding all these useless tears
I'd rather know who my friends are
Than miss someone I met really far
I know what does not kill me makes me stronger
But I was not only born to become a fighter

When you like someone, you take a risk
If you tell someone, who then takes a hit
You can loose someone you cared alot for
Before ever getting a chance to tell them anymore

Being alone is being patient
And not throwing yourself on every oppertunity
Because if you just go with it
You might miss the chance to meet her accidentally

The one can and will pass you by
If you go too fast to even say hi
Before you know it, you will have found
The reason why your friends don't stick around


For my friend Steph, who I care too much about.
You will one day take my advice, no dought.





Have you ever loved someone? (2011)

Have you ever been in love,
have you ever felt the touch, of love?
Ever needed someone bad,
someone you wish you had?

I wonder,
Have you ever
loved someone?
Like I do
Love you!

I will always care
and I'll always be there
Because I do, love you!
All I am saying is true,
I really love you!


For Pat (Written while walking home from my first massage!)


A Waheed Christmas (2010)

Christmas comes just once a year,
So don't forget your holiday cheer,
Also don't forget anyone,
We all deserve to have some fun.

Christmas is different when you're young,
It's all about presents and candy, yum!
When you get older, you realize,
Christmas isn't over till you're surprised,
You still feel like a child on x-mas eve,
While opening all the presents you receive.

Christmas is about you and me,
Dancing and singing around the Christmas tree,
And if you fail to show up,
We would be out of luck,
Because your presence with us all,
Would be the best gift of them all.

Happy Holidays!


Written while waiting for the 68 bus.





Friendship (2010)

written with Stephanie Habre



Through the trees, Beyond the red cabin

Children screams, behind the dock

She sits waiting

For friendship to arrive and come together

Away from world order

Jamming to the sounds of the leaves trembling

Blowing in the wind

Blowing melodies, nature sings.

She awaits my arrival

Sitting on a stone

"Im waiting to get stonned, and no longer be alone "

Lost and found my way to friendship,

seems so close yet so far.

At the tip of the dock, behind the ship.

"AH there you are! "




Love (2010)



I love the sun
And I love the rain
I love to smile
And I love to complain

I love having fun
And I love feeling pain
I love happy songs
And I love those in vain

I love being alive
And love all that makes me real
I love living my life
And knowing that I can feel

End


If a sunset could kiss!



Little Squirrel (2010)




Little squirrel

Died today

While he was crossing the road

Little squirrel

Lost his way

And never made it back home


This morning he woke up

Feeling happy and strong

He went out to find some preserves

Then he filled up

On nuts and straw

He had more than he deserved


Now he's going back

To return home

But first he's got to cross the road

He was half way there

When a truck came out of nowhere

And the little squirrel died alone




End




Written for a squirrel that died on April 15th 2010. I saw it when waitting for the 68 bus on Boul. Gouin.





Shoppaholic (2010)



I hate myself

I hate myself

I wish I could be

Someone other than me

I hate myself


I hate myself

I hate myself

I wish I could be

Someone easier to love

I hate myself



End



This is just how I feel after shopping at WAL MART. I hate myself.









Missing you...can't let go (2006)




Whenever you hold me I feel strong

When I see you I know I belong

Everyday I'm more into you

No matter what I do

And as the days go by

My love for you will never end

Because I miss you babe

And I need you more than a friend

I don't want to close my eyes

I don't want to miss you again

Because I'll love you still the end


As I lay down in my bed

I got so much on my mind

These feelings in my head

Gotta come out sometime

I know why i feel this way

Because i've fallen in love

With who I cannot say

It's the thoughts that come from above

Because I try but I can't let go...

And everytime that I look back,

On my life

I see the days I walked that path

And realized what's right

Because I try but I can't let go...


And everytime I look and see

Why would I cry?

I see the what's in store for me

And how I will survive

Now I've tried and I will let go.




End





When in rough times with my ex. While standing at a 205 bus stop.






Still in love (2004)





You use to call me your lady

Said I'd always be your baby

No matter what, I'll always be there for you

Cuz deep down inside, I'm still in love with you


Now you're gone, so far away from me

I'll sing my song, till I can let you see

What's done is done, I'm not the only one

I wanted you to stay, but you still went away...


I fell this pain, everytime I hear your name

Driving me insane, it's like a burning flame

So sick of the game, But it's just stuck in my brain

You're not to blame, it's just not the same...anymore

Now I just want to tell you that I'm sorry

For all that we've been though

I'm not asking you to forgive me

Cuz I'm still in love, I'm still in love with you!




End




Inspired by the musical art of "Trex"






Let it Rain (2002)





Let it rain on me

Let it rain on me

As long as I can see
Let it rain


All around me people are suffering

And the children are crying, so

Let it rain, Let it rain, on me!



Now we need to keep trying,

Show the reason still worth fighting,

Let it rain, Let it rain, on meeeee!


Let it rain on me

Let it rain on me

As long as I can see let it rain!



Let it rain on me,

Let it rain on me,
A long as I can see,
Let it rain!




Let it rain on me,

Let it rain on me,

Let it rain!




End





Written while standing at the 205 bus stop in front of the Shell gas station in the pouring rain.